its been a while

(i apologize now for all of the typos)

my life has been crazy..

internship at zimmerman is going great!...

im learning a lot..

meeting a lot of new people..

and really getting a good "sneak peek" of my chosen carreer...

I'm finally (still a process) coming to terms with myself...

ive spent the better part of my life fighting who i was..

and making my life miserable....

im almost happy and im almost not ashamed..of me

Im also learning that its impossible to be nice and like everyone

if you know me, you know that its hard for me to dislike people or make enemies.

but ive realized that there are some pretty crummy people in tallahassee

SAD PATHETIC LONELY INSECURE MALICIOUS BITTER TIRED

"people"

and i dont need them in my life

if you wanna hate me or not believe what i say..

go ahead ..you really wont bother me at all..

ill just forget you existed..and life will be easier that way

you wont be an enemy!...i dont need or want or desire enemies or drama...

you will just be forgotten...

and some of you already have been..

if you think i need to grow up your sadly mistaken..and about intelligent as a twig.

lastly...

if you have anything you want to know about me...good, bad, scary, questions...anything!

ask me...not a friend..not an acquantaince...not a co worker...

ME...

im pretty sure that besides my parents im the best authority on myself...

thanks for dealing with my crazy busy summer...

friends i miss you....ill spread my time out more evenly...

call me

text me

ill get back to you i swear...

love you all...well most of you...

matt

btw...thats me at zimmerman ...im officially super in love with macs...even more than before!